Saturday, August 29, 2015

My Body is Still Healing....Spiritual Testing

Recently I have been going through alot of Spiritual Testing. Through this process I have begun to show the symptoms of my physical conditions....asthma and crohn's disease...again.  I won't describe it in detail but suffice to say that they are both quite painful.  I asked my heavens team why this was happening and they told me that I have to purify more...alot...and so the conditions have manifested to remind me that this is my job here on Mother Earth to clear my blockages, particularly my karma and not create anymore. Sometimes this is required for us to realize what is really happening.

Our physical body is the vehicle for the soul journey.  Everything may manifest over and over again if we are not clearing the blockages.  The biggest test is that we, most of us, continue to create new karma through our thinking and our words.  Thoughts are the biggest challenge. Not to be negative, critical, complaintive, judgemental.....this is hard.

This is my challenge too.  So I recommend constant vigilance and constant forgiveness practice:

Dear all the souls that I have harmed or hurt in this lifetime or past lifetimes please forgive me
Dear all the souls that my ancestors have harmed or hurt....please forgive us
We deeply apologize

Dear all the souls that have harmed or hurt us
We forgive you unconditionally

We know that to ask for forgiveness is not enough
We must serve

Let us join hearts and souls together to serve humanity and all souls

Thank you

Now chant:

I Love My Heart and Soul
I Love All Humanity
Join Hearts and Souls Together
Love Peace and Harmony
Love Peace and Harmony

This Divine Soul Song will help us to clear all the blockages.  Chant this sincerely.

This I do regularly....Join Me.  We cannot chant enough.

Hao Hao Hao   Thank you  Thank you  Thank you

Tuesday, August 4, 2015

Transformation Through Personal Loss

Dear all,

In April my dear mother, Ruth Nusyna, transitioned.  It was a shock even though she was 93 years old.  Up until the day of her passing she was still driving and leading an independent life with support from our family...children and grandchildren.  We all felt as if the anchor of our life was pulled away from us.  We still do.  Grief is very challenging especially when a loved one who played such an important part in your life is no longer there.

It is true that I have many tools and a spiritual perspective that tells me that human life is transient and indeed the vehicle for our continued transformation so our soul can move forward.   I know this but it takes real life experiences to show you how to really live this perspective.  We must give thanks for those who provided us such unconditional love and care but not linger with the sense of loss.

I am learning about non-attachment.  I am learning that grief has been with me for many lifetimes not just this one.  It is this great sorrow that has kept me weak in my lungs and intestines...my metal element is not in balance.  I am sad for many things I have done in past lives too and have not been able to accept the forgiveness of others.  Most important I cannot forgive myself.

This passing of my mother has shown me all of this.  So it has been transformative to a huge degree.

Now I am facing another challenge as my daughter is going to move far away from me.  She has a great job opportunity.  I am thrilled for her but I am also missing her...and she hasn't gone yet.

I believe that all of this is deep and profound testing.  I know that nothing is accidental or random. There is purpose here.  I am learning how to live...truly...what I teach.  Love unconditionally.  Love without attachment.  Allow everyone to follow their path and learn their lessons. Our human life is truly a training ground for our soul life and we can experience and learn so much.

We are constantly transforming.

Gratitude.  Gratitude.  Gratitude.

Master Lynne